Today was not one of the good days.
I never wanted or intended for this to be a blog about my personal life. Life happens though and I often find myself struggling to try and keep things compartmentalized. I talked a little bit about what is going on in this post. Not a whole lot has changed since I wrote that post at the end of January. The economy still sucks. I am still unemployed and looking for a job. I am still waiting for my divorce to be final but now instead of months away it is days.
Despite it all I still love this space. Even on the bad days, even on my worst days. I love the little village I have created and the way we support one another. I just wanted you to know that.
The adorable village above was purchased from weeds and wild things.
I think compartmentalizing is way over-rated. Better to let it all dry out in the fresh air than to have some unsuspecting soul accidentally open my tightly packed closet and get dumped on without warning! Take me or leave me I say. And thanks for letting me have a little place in your village.
Posted by: Kim B. | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 01:40 AM
I see my little cottage there - with the pink polkad dot curtains.
Posted by: Mary Ann | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 05:01 AM
I am sorry to hear it is still crappy. I do agree with Kim though. Obviously I am a totally different kind of blogger, but I think people shouldn't be afraid to let their blogs evolve as their lives evolve. You included. :-)
Posted by: Sarah | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 05:23 AM
i'm still sorry you're going through these tough times, but they will get better, they have to. i love your little village and how you keep it real. our blog friends know more about us than our own family! please visit us today as we have a giveaway that might make you smile.
Posted by: cindy : quaint | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 06:14 AM
couldn't agree more- blogs evolve like life and your life influences your art, so better to have it all flow in the same direction!
you are doing fine. keep your chin up and stay focused. xoxo- j.
Posted by: readergirl | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 08:17 AM
what can we do for you my dear? MaggieGrace world is a conglomeration - because all of it is who I really am and I do not compartmentalize well at all.
hang in there.
Posted by: teresa | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 12:32 PM
*hugs* hon. Hang in there. I, for one, and happy when you share. xoxo
Posted by: misschris | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 12:52 PM
I hear you so loudly, Jen! I've got an e-mail on its way to you shortly...xo
And I LOVE your little village! It reminds me of something I need to take a picture of. :)
Posted by: mary | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 12:57 PM
oh darling. I hope you get through it all and come out on the other end with a smile!
Posted by: krissy | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 01:26 PM
humpf. so 2009 isn't stellar for either of us yet. i'm hoping it gets better for you, i truly do, friend. thinking of you, let me know if i should hope a plane...
Posted by: painted fish studio | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 05:23 PM
Sweet Jen...I'm so sorry...I had no idea...I'm sending you huge hugs and kisses xoxoxoxoxox
Posted by: raesha | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 07:16 PM
love that little village. and the way you captured it. and what it represents. the rotten days will pass (the blehs, too) and the goodness days will return. soon :)
xo
Posted by: sosser | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 07:33 PM
Oh Jen, you do have a little community of folks who love to come here to with a cup of tea, to cheer you on, to be inspired, to be lifted by beauty. Hope that many wonderful things are coming your way soon.
Posted by: Andrea | Wednesday, April 01, 2009 at 07:48 PM
We love you!
Posted by: anina | Thursday, April 02, 2009 at 08:45 AM
Love you lots - SoCali Girl.
Posted by: Vallen | Thursday, April 02, 2009 at 08:49 AM
Keep your chin up. Thinking of you.
Posted by: Courtney | Thursday, April 02, 2009 at 07:27 PM
always finding that rainbow on a cloudy day.
Posted by: kristin | Friday, April 03, 2009 at 12:32 AM
know that i'm thinking of you & sending positive vibes your way!
Posted by: Jessica Dougherty | Friday, April 03, 2009 at 06:06 AM
thinking of you, dear.
xo
Posted by: Chessa! | Sunday, April 05, 2009 at 09:38 PM
Hang in there. I know it sucks and I give you so much credit for putting it out there and being honest. Good things will come your way. Promise:)
Posted by: the lil bee | Wednesday, April 08, 2009 at 12:42 PM